Hi guys,
I apologize in advance for this, but this is going to be a rant by the end I'm sure. GAH!!! I'm so annoyed at my mom at the moment and just annoyed in general. As most of you know, I hate the idea of prom and didn't really want to go. Well, I knew Javier wanted to go, and I felt kind of bad for flat out being a jerk about going, so I decided I would go if my mom would buy me the dress I want, which unfortunately has to be shipped from England. Well, I asked Javier to send my mom a message because I didn't want to ask her myself because it's kind of expensive *cough*250*cough*. I feel guilty asking for anything that's over like 20 bucks. Anywho, he sent her the message yesterday, and they had a small conversation, and it sounded promising, well it wasn't x.x. I HATE her sometimes, she strings me along. She asked him why I didn't just ask, and he told because I feel guilty about it, and she says she doesn't know why because she's an easy parent who always says yes. WRONG. She basically said yes to him, but this morning, she asks me to hang up the phone because she wants to talk. Obviously as the instigator of this scheme, I know why and get kind of excited, thinking I'm getting my way. Well, I didn't. She says "Why did I have to hear from Javier about this and not you?" I say my reason [guilt]. I always act like I don't want it to make them get it for me, and I say how expensive it is and such, trying to sound like a good child with a conscience. I also tell her that I didn't want to go to prom because I didn't think they'd buy me that dress. The kicker is, she then says "Well print out the picture, and you can take it to the shops around here and see if they have one like it" x.x Didn't I just say I wanted that one? I tell her no, I hated doing that for the eighth grade dance, and I'm not doing it again, aka the all or none approach. Well as of right now, Kara is going to be sitting home with Javier watchin' a movie on prom night. I don't mind, but I'm pissed that she did that after sounding so positive to him. I'm annoyed, severely and utterly annoyed.

Sorry for the rant of the ages guys, I just needed to let out some steam, I would have just posted it on myspace, but my aunt is on there, and she's a squealer. I'll probably delete this later, comment if you want.
~Kara~